Monday, July 28, 2008

never thought i would be back here so soon...
actually... few days ago...
wanna blog...
abt something more positive
but now...
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homework is flooding... not surprised...
24 hrs are not enough...
not getting aniwhere in GP... but i hav no freaking idea wat to do abt it
even if i try reading newspaper
i don think it's of ani help
it would be more of a help of they were simplified
sometimes wonder y newspaper use chim english
make it such tat they a re not friendly at all
i mean
if newspaper are for public, shouldnt they be understandable
dammit



econ... another thing...
not i wanna giv up on it
jus tat there toooo little time for econ
same for GP
haiz... so ultimately
i will fail GP and econ
and say byebye to UNI
dammit
i think i hav better chance going to UNI via poly route... at least noENGLISH to care
dammit...



now a new problem surface... PQ...
already bad at writing
den hav to write abt self
and worse off...
i m not a good person to begin wif
how to write abt something to sell myself
sianz... the sch sux lah...
suddenly say LET us write our own stuff... within short? time and totally no help provided... some CCA teachers are for fuck... wonder sch y waste money hire them...
might as well employ young and ambitions de...
dendenden
there's...
napfa...
STOP forcing me le...
i don wanna hurt myself again
dammit u all go try lah...
1 week... walk oso pain
sit oso pain
sneeze oso pain
olni way to stop pain:
lie down... meaning cannot study
dammit... not as if i wan the class to fail...
not as if i wanna fail...
i tried my best...



so far i don hav love issue
which... in a sense oso very sad...



sometimes i hate
when ask someone question
den someone reply: u dunno meh
i mean, i dunno den i ask mah, u dunno meh?
den finish asking or before asking say u noob
erm... i dunno does it applies to me since seldom ppl ask me question...



this world...
everyone practice double standards and sterotyping... ironically...
dammit... life if great... but education SUX...
wat for singapore need so many nerds...
i rather spent 4 years in NS... at least i wont grow white hair from running...



haiz... i jus hav too many desire
dammit... i will leave the good things next time

if got next time///

Friday, July 11, 2008

yea...
loooong time never blog
hmm...
mid year has ended
results have returned
hmmm...
B for maths
C for phy
E for chem
U for GP
nth for econ...
i would say...
i almost got B for phy
and i passed chem
i was lucky for maths
and GP sux...
but the worst of all
is econ and tat bitch
so... tat's all for mid year...




hmm... so for this week
played alot... for someone who's taking A lvl soon...
hmm... dunno wat to talked abt
erm... the most recent event
yesterday went to watch movie
the doggy one... and the 10 promises
with yi chuan tang wah andrew
hmm... a touching movie
and surprisingly i cried... twice
eh... it's a nice movie... jus tat watching it
in groups of 4... all males...
it sortof sounded gay...



hmm... so as a JC student
i constantly telling myself to work my ass off... until A is done
but as a 18 year old
i constantly asking myself am i doing the right thing...
hmm... a few more months
and alot of things will be decided
hmm... most likely
i wont get into the course i wan
and i hav no frigging idea wat course to take... no sure of it, at least
hmm... i guess...
do my best bah...




after A lvl will be...
NS.......
hmm... so i guess i will be going in earlier
and coming out later
since i failed NAPFA
hmm... although not yet finalise
but i think it's hopeless
hmm...
always look on the bright side of life...?
hmm... bo bian...
sometimes i regret not choosing poly
but then i think i will regret not chossing JC if i choose poly
hmm... hopefully my dream of having a shop of my own will happen...




no more random stuff to talk abt...
erm... guess the next time will be a looong time later