Thursday, August 31, 2006

yap... it's the annual teacher's day
not a very special day... but today is quite different...
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hmm... the day starts with going to sch
actually is do walking... luckily it rained...
then the class spent some time wasting time...
we did hav 'entertainment'... not very entertaining though...
hui xiang sing in class... hmm...
and he was like sing half way, turn back coz got ppl outside
don wan throw face... lol...
erm... it's not entertaining...
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after some time wasting...
go hall see celebration
blahblah... after tat me gilchrist and ben tan go YTPS
was expecting some of the 'organisers' and our former-form teacher Mr Woo
WoOoOoOoOoO...
well... we see none of them in the end
we reach there at 11.30am
and saw few friends from krangi: ben khoo nic goh and eugene
erm... we talked... tat's all
then 12.00 gil and ben tan go yew mei play pool
while i linger at sch with the krangi-eans
then 12.30... i go home le
coz mus prepare something
but went to play pool wif gil they all (xun kai jun xiang and zhi lun)
of course... i own them... lol...
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rmb i said i was preparing something
yesterday i recieved an unexpected call
from my old pri sch fren vincent
he asked me tml wan go gathering with the Min Xin (yes, tat's wat my old pri sch was named... now gone le... cannot fin on map...) ppl
we all meet at 3pm... at BEDOK!
so far away... but nvm
after 5-6 years... going through so far will be worth it
then i set off for a 1.5 hr journey back to my hometown
hmm... the infrastructure nv change... onli a bit...
wat changed most are the ppl...
and all the guy are above 1.7m... except for one... (same goes for the YTPS ppl...)
and logically, i was the first to arrive... hehehe
then... saw vincent
he wore a red jacket and a cap tat covered his head...
cant recongise him... but got some ying xiang of his face
then teck xiang arrive... his was my best friend back then
now things hav changed... but we are still friends...
too bad another friend, jack wee, nv come
otherwise it will be much fun...
later, the onli gal of the gathering, May, came
and another guy came... i noe his face... but not the name... even till now...
so... we waited for more ppl...
we were expecting some more ppl to come...
well... we were dissapointed...
so we set off to ANOTHER mrt journey
to bugis... coz bedok nth to walk
hmm... one interesting(?) thing is... all of them (including vincent) cannot recongise me at 1st sight...
hmm... i admit i hav changed ALOT
will tok abt at the back...
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so... we arrived at bugis
then go mos burger to eat
after tat we walk around... do a short window shopping
then go bookstore see books... so sian...
but onli for a while... coz oso shun bian wait for another gal, raja (not sure of the spelling)...
the onli one wif stead... and they smoke... hmm...
smoking is bad for health... REMEMBER!!!
erm... she and her stead came at 5pm
the 'changed the most' prize goes to her... but very diff to describe her change here...
imagine a small gal... change into a small lady
wear little little... wear white wif black bra... can see belly and panties...
hmm... i jus descriged the change, havent i?
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then walkwalk talktalk (actually onli tok to May... onli a little to the guys...)
then 5.10 May go le
she got tuition
then... the rest of us (peechun, vincent, teck xiang, the guy whom i dunno his name, raja and her stead) to starbarks sit
but nv order anithing
then we sitsit... toktok...
then went to take photo
and shun bian wait for few more ppl
teck wye and two other guys... cannot rmb their name
hmm... we went to play arcade (here comes the boring part)
and take another photo
then... vincent and one of the guys whose name i dont noe went off le
then the rest of us go walk
walk
walk
until we sat down somewhere
i dunno where
we jus sat down
and raja do the talking... say wat and tighten the friendship...coz feel lonely...
hmm... rubbish...
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then... we all go home le...
and i took the last journey to the west
back to cck
and... tat's abt it...
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hmm... tok abt MY change...
past (1): very hot-tempered
my friends' onli impression on me is a guy who usually bangs the table for no good reason...
present (1): not easily angered... or rather i nv show it... hav the desire to kill someone sometime...
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past (2): short hair (botak)
the MAIN reason why ppl cant recongise me
present (2): hair so long... sch still don wan catch...
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regarding the hot-tempered part...
i feel bad jus thinking abt it...
i was actually such a terrible guy!!!
luckily i matured... maybe?
and to think my describtion was "hot-tempered fat botak"
haiz...
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hmm... changes can be... unspeakable...
but they are usually for the better...
hmm...
in conclusion,
IT WAS A TIRING DAY...

Friday, August 25, 2006

alot of things happened recently... i guess...
cant rmb much...
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yesterday was chem prelim practical exam...
so easy de... but MAY hav error... sad...
hmm... then mrs kang very angry
can something unexpected... so 'childish'...
LIU mah... Life Is Unpredictable...
then she mentioned something abt do the right things
then it tot: do we do things we think is rite
or things tat are morally rite
or logically/rite by law...
hmm... if we do wat we want... this world would be chaotic?
if tat happened... i will surely go out and kill
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today was a long day...
actually everyday was the same...
waiting for next preiod... then wait for lesson end...
today was somehow special...
then whole class worked together to cancel AEP...
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for those who arent aware...
the solar system have onli 8 PLANETS
source from mr VJ... he say today's papers got say
hmm... pluto was strange from the beginning...
having a strange orbit...
but this would change alot of things... rite?
like horoscope... the god thing... i.e. pluto is hades etc etc( i think)
aniway... none of my business...
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today after sch went home
after tat go zhen yi house
then we got lot 1 eat sushi
dunno y wan eat sushi... actually i wan k-box...
coz i still got one vurcher...
but we did hav fun...
well... tat's abt it...
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O lvl is coming...
curently starting the sciences TYS
haiz... hopefully will hav enough time...

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

TML GOT ENG ORAL!!!!!!
haiz... and i'm still here...
aniway oral cannot study de... so i think it's alright
y oral mus be tml... tml no AEP
stillllll mus stay back... sian...
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last week got back chinese result
got A2 for paper... distinction for oral
i was satisfied... well...
so was my mum... initially...
after consulting my tuition teacher(oso a jc teacher)...
i raised my hand when asked whether wan retatke ornot
hmm... how should i put this...
since can get A2... might as well try for A1
aniway i don think i will be doing chinese as seriouly as before... so i probaly wont stress out...
if can get better grades... good lor...
if cannot... nvm lah... nth to lose mah... jus some bucks... playplay nia...
but was quite pek chek when ppl arouse nonsense when i say i wan retake... haiz...
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hmmm.... hopefully O lvl will be a good one...
worried abt the pratical(s)... haiz...
i think at least
my L1R5 will be 12... if wanna go jc...
eng B4, CH B4, chem/phy/bio/e-maths/a-maths/chinese(either 4) A1
hmm... if wan go poly
then can reallllllly relax... jus concentrate on eng and ch... the mrs kang subjects...
haiz... next month prelim...
then another month will be hell...
but i think it will be alright...
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16 years...
we hav gone through endless tests...
nv ending exams...
and now... 16 years later...
we hav made it...
in front of us... the O lvl examination...
we will conqure it!!!
it's onli a test... if compared to wat we will be facing in future...
and since we hav to suffer the hell of studying... might as well enjoy it...
life wont be fun if it's always a bed of roses...
aniway life is NEVER ALWAYS a bed of roses...
be it happy or sad... we hav ot take these #*(&)*#*() exams...
might as well smile at it... dont be beaten by them...
even if u fail a test... hey... it's onli a test...
even if u do badly for one subject for O lvl... hey... there are other subjects...
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there was once... well...
my 'friend', 8789... she's really wanted to go to sentosa...
and she worked hard everyday... earning money...
but one day... she fell ill....
and took a day leave...
and for tat... her boss fired her...
... sad huh...
she cried... very pitifuly...
and it hurts... seeing her cry...
i understand... working so hard for her goals...
but in the end... come down wif nth...
wish tat i could be the one...
the one...
but... well...
she recently adopt a cat...
which happens to be the cat she once kept before...
well... i think she would prefer being wif the cat...
and i noe the cat will take care of her... ya...
i will...
i will...
wish her happy... whoever she's wif...
and i want...
i want...
her one to portect her... be wif her in difficult times... make her happy... make her tears dry(via happy stuff, of course)...
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honestly...
is a cat better than me...?
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from wat i see... yes...
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YESTERDAY
i got a (guess wat)
a pet RAT!!!
yes RAT!!! so cute!!!
black and white in colour
my neighbour oso hav one
we plan to wait for both of them to grow up...
then see wat offsprings they will hav... hehehe...
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well... studies, O lvl, life, stress...
watever
they WILL end by the end of this year...
rite...?

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

it's been a long time since i last blogged
went through alot of thinking... but most were forgottened
hmm... life was normal... and time is running out
so... today is national day eve
sch celebrate... very boring
then ended at 9.30... but others hav lesson from 10.30 to 12.30
so we rot together until 10.30
then i go home rest until 12.30++
then we all go lot 1 watch tokyo drift
movie was not bad
the drifting part was very noisy
hmm... so the story went abt
a guy who dunno how to drift finally is the drift king
then... after movie
we all go arcade play play play
until 4.30++ we all go home le
coz nth to do le
wat should i say... today was quite boring...
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sometimes... actually is everytime
i really wish the sitting arrangement in class can change
those stupid form teachers from beginning of year
plan out our sitting arrangement... and it sucks
dammit... actually is sit wif sheng xun
but i was lucky... sit wif chuan seng instead
then few months later suddenly change to samuel seah
i was fine with it... for a few weeks
when i found out i was sitting wif a not-so-intelligent human
haiz... how will it help in my O lvl when my partner is an idiot
haiz... always toking to himself and laughing at his own jokes
and ask stupid question when he already noe the ans...
haiz... if can go back to the previous group... tat will be heaven
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well... not saying tat i hate sheng xun...
yes, i admit i do a little...
i dont think we go along very well
it's like the one i hate is of a different world from me...
and so is the one i like...
hmm... only a few more months...
i always tell tat to myself
but recently tat rabbit teacher
her lesson got group work... makes me feel uneasy and stress
uneasy coz i hav to work wif an idiot and 2 not-very-friendly-to-me ppl
and stress coz i cannot do wat the work well(group work)
haiz... then again...
it's only a few more months...
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O lvl is arriving
there's no place to hide...
and eng oral is next week... jus rmbed...
hmm... so y aint i feeling the 'oh-no exam is coming!' feeling?
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speaking of oral
during eng lesson got come across a conv topic
'describe the last time you achieved something in your life. how do you feel?'
i was all set to say my conv
but teacher nv call me to say...
so... maybe i will say it here...
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the last time i ahchieved something
was two years ago
when i was in sec 2
around the month of Dec
we were getting back our result
actually not result... we got back the result long before tat time
we would be noeing which class we were going to in sec 3
tat's when i found out i got to triple-sci class
i was very happy...
at the same time...
regretful...
because all my other friends went to other classes...
meaning i will hav no friends in class in the beginning of sec 3
at tat time i realy wanted to opt for another class
but i don wanna disappoint my parents... esp my mum
so... to triple i went
'it will be jus like sec 1...' i told myself
i was right... partially
luckily we were sitted in groups
and i got to noe a few gd friends
and tat's when i really got to noe
how important friends ARE
really hated myself few years ago...
when i take them for granted
well... maybe i hav made the right choice
anymay, no point regreting now...
no point crying ver spilt milk...
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if THIS topic DO come out in oral
i think my oral can pass liao... hahaha...
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few more months... 3 to be exact...
the papers which decide fate will arrive...
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while thinking
i suddenly recalled abt something 'red'
it's abt teo huei
will... he's growing up...
and he falls in love...
u all don need to noe her name... so we will call her 'red' for now
well... i still wonder wat makes him do it...
but he invited red to prom nite
and even pay for her
hmm...
really impressed wif his bravery
but feel sad for his stupidity...
aniway hopefully he will succeed...
but... put it bluntly
if fail ar... jus move on...
take some time to stablise... and move on...
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speaking of the 'red' issue... jus rmbed
how foolish i was a year back...
and to think i made the mistake twice
although the mistake were not the same...
it's quite closly related...
luckily i survived...
hopefully teo will...
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tml is natinoal day
i rmb last year's national day
some freak accident happened
and it's so freaky
dam freaky wif a bitch on top
nv say things clearly...
tat bloody bitch... lier... flirter... knnbccb...
hmm...
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hmm... thoughts are flashing before my eyes
but wanna save it
in case i ever run out of them...
so i will stop here...
and
my tagboard was quite empty...
but try not to spam rubbish...
not really wat i wanted...
tat is... if anyone will hav the time to read till the end of this post
bb~~~