Saturday, April 05, 2008
erm...
today went for interview for cambodia trip
hmm... don hav high hopes for it...
if successful can go there and play(main objective)
but waste a week to prepare for MYE(thinking tooo far ahead liao...)
if unseccessful it would be the opposite
hmmm...
yesterday went for chemistry consultation wif Mr Tan
then he came up wif an interesting example
to ans enrui's constant questioning:
if u eat a chicken u shit out poo
if u eat poo u wont shit out chicken rite??
we laughed and enrui got pwned
hmm... i wonder how he came up wif tat...
recently hav been spend time after sch at The Patio
a new area created for slacking
hmm... it's nice and all...
but if can hav more freedom wif the swing and got fan
... den again, it would be like the santuary...
i wonder wat's the main purpose for tat area aniway?
finally the weekend has arrived...
this means alot of things
other than i hav lived for another week
it also means i hav 1 less week for more things...
hmm... NAPHA, A lvl, money(?)...
hmm... i wish i could be more consistent in doing things...
my tuition teacher says
if i start preparing for A now
i would burn out by the time exam start
but better not take it for granted
i know myself; better get used to the stress now and do even better for A
hmm... i rmb i once said
"if i could exchange one of my fingers for an 'A',
i would trade in one whole hand"
hmm... short term, tat's wonderful
but long term... hmm...
wont happen aniway...
hmm... i wanna move faster
fall faster so tat i can get up faster
and reach my goal faster so tat i will be closer to the next goal
and etc...
hmm... and am i doing the rite things so far?
need someone to tell me...
esp someone who had sat before A paper
and had similiar situation as me...
i rmb i once told myself:
it's better to depend myself
i think i had this thought when i was in sec3
those years were horrible... so i think it was natural i had tis thought
den when i got a job
and same thought came again...
and now
tis thought is knocking on the door... and i m trying to NOT open the door
hmm...
haven been slping well this week
if this continues
maybe for the 1st time in my life
i will hav 'panda eyes'...
imagine... me wif panda eyes...
hmm... better go slp now...
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