Tuesday, August 08, 2006

it's been a long time since i last blogged
went through alot of thinking... but most were forgottened
hmm... life was normal... and time is running out
so... today is national day eve
sch celebrate... very boring
then ended at 9.30... but others hav lesson from 10.30 to 12.30
so we rot together until 10.30
then i go home rest until 12.30++
then we all go lot 1 watch tokyo drift
movie was not bad
the drifting part was very noisy
hmm... so the story went abt
a guy who dunno how to drift finally is the drift king
then... after movie
we all go arcade play play play
until 4.30++ we all go home le
coz nth to do le
wat should i say... today was quite boring...
...
sometimes... actually is everytime
i really wish the sitting arrangement in class can change
those stupid form teachers from beginning of year
plan out our sitting arrangement... and it sucks
dammit... actually is sit wif sheng xun
but i was lucky... sit wif chuan seng instead
then few months later suddenly change to samuel seah
i was fine with it... for a few weeks
when i found out i was sitting wif a not-so-intelligent human
haiz... how will it help in my O lvl when my partner is an idiot
haiz... always toking to himself and laughing at his own jokes
and ask stupid question when he already noe the ans...
haiz... if can go back to the previous group... tat will be heaven
...
well... not saying tat i hate sheng xun...
yes, i admit i do a little...
i dont think we go along very well
it's like the one i hate is of a different world from me...
and so is the one i like...
hmm... only a few more months...
i always tell tat to myself
but recently tat rabbit teacher
her lesson got group work... makes me feel uneasy and stress
uneasy coz i hav to work wif an idiot and 2 not-very-friendly-to-me ppl
and stress coz i cannot do wat the work well(group work)
haiz... then again...
it's only a few more months...
...
O lvl is arriving
there's no place to hide...
and eng oral is next week... jus rmbed...
hmm... so y aint i feeling the 'oh-no exam is coming!' feeling?
...
speaking of oral
during eng lesson got come across a conv topic
'describe the last time you achieved something in your life. how do you feel?'
i was all set to say my conv
but teacher nv call me to say...
so... maybe i will say it here...
...
the last time i ahchieved something
was two years ago
when i was in sec 2
around the month of Dec
we were getting back our result
actually not result... we got back the result long before tat time
we would be noeing which class we were going to in sec 3
tat's when i found out i got to triple-sci class
i was very happy...
at the same time...
regretful...
because all my other friends went to other classes...
meaning i will hav no friends in class in the beginning of sec 3
at tat time i realy wanted to opt for another class
but i don wanna disappoint my parents... esp my mum
so... to triple i went
'it will be jus like sec 1...' i told myself
i was right... partially
luckily we were sitted in groups
and i got to noe a few gd friends
and tat's when i really got to noe
how important friends ARE
really hated myself few years ago...
when i take them for granted
well... maybe i hav made the right choice
anymay, no point regreting now...
no point crying ver spilt milk...
...
if THIS topic DO come out in oral
i think my oral can pass liao... hahaha...
...
few more months... 3 to be exact...
the papers which decide fate will arrive...
...
while thinking
i suddenly recalled abt something 'red'
it's abt teo huei
will... he's growing up...
and he falls in love...
u all don need to noe her name... so we will call her 'red' for now
well... i still wonder wat makes him do it...
but he invited red to prom nite
and even pay for her
hmm...
really impressed wif his bravery
but feel sad for his stupidity...
aniway hopefully he will succeed...
but... put it bluntly
if fail ar... jus move on...
take some time to stablise... and move on...
...
speaking of the 'red' issue... jus rmbed
how foolish i was a year back...
and to think i made the mistake twice
although the mistake were not the same...
it's quite closly related...
luckily i survived...
hopefully teo will...
...
tml is natinoal day
i rmb last year's national day
some freak accident happened
and it's so freaky
dam freaky wif a bitch on top
nv say things clearly...
tat bloody bitch... lier... flirter... knnbccb...
hmm...
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hmm... thoughts are flashing before my eyes
but wanna save it
in case i ever run out of them...
so i will stop here...
and
my tagboard was quite empty...
but try not to spam rubbish...
not really wat i wanted...
tat is... if anyone will hav the time to read till the end of this post
bb~~~